Saturday, July 12, 2008
I really don't know how to carry on.
I'm tired.
I just wished that i had the power to turn back time.
So i could have another chance, to change what i said.
I'm sorry. I'm really sorry.
I cannot lose you as a friend.
I simply can't.
This past 2,3 days i kept thinking about you, and i find myself lost, without you.
I kept thinking of something which i don't think you would want me to do.
I really do appreciate the reply of my smses, and i really am seeking for your forgiveness.
You answer me coldly.
I'm in pain.
And i'm unsure why i'm so affected, but you may know the reason why.
I want it how it used to be.
Please.
I really miss talking to you.
Sorry.
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I've been emo-ing lately.
Fuck. I'm having such bad moods.
Oh, yesterday's OC was great.
NPCC didn't have any casualties. Which is, of course, amazing.
But we stood there quite long, waiting for the minister.
But thankfully all our efforts didn't go to waste.
I really like the white scarves and the white gloves.
Quote of the day:
Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more. - Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy
Song of the day: Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold
I tried to warn you at 7:00 PM
