Hello.





I feel like blogging!
but i really don't know what to blog about. Ahhhh.

Anyway, Boring day today.
Told myself to do homework, resulting in none done.
Watched tv and used the computer.
Nothing else! Shit me. O:

Anyway, watched Grey's Anatomy today, along side with P.S. I love you and the devil wears prada. Haha.
I missed grey's like shit.
Can't wait for season 5. September 2008.
Yay! :D

Anyway, since i have nothing much to blog about, i shall say a good luck to the choir. Haha.
Good luck choir! :D
& Bon Voyage!

-___- Okay, if you have actually taken time and effort, you would've realised that i have been crapping throughout this whole blogpost.

Ohoh! David Cook actually has a pre-idol album!
I didn't know that! O:
Well anyway, now i do.
Some of the songs are quite brilliant, like porcelain. (:
Thanks charmaine for writing in on your blog i would be a serious dumb dumb. (:
Thank you Kj for sending me the song. appreciate it. ;D

okay, i have:
1. Amaths Co-ordinate Geometry Written Work
2. Geography Project Research
3. Geography Workbook Exercise
4. Study For Geography CT
5. Physics Worksheet
6. Study Chinese Book -___-
7. Emaths Notes
8. Combined Humanities Essay
9. English Compre + Summary

to complete by next week.
Oh, i didn't realise i have so much homework until i actually wrote it out. haha!

I seriously don't know what's wrong with my lately.
I'm having occasional mood-swings which are so random and frustrating.
And, i'm so blur today. ):
I guess it's because of today's mood swing?
I was kinda pissed in the morning for God-Knows-What reason.

I can't believe it!
4 more weeks or so to my End year exams.
It's like so close.
God, i have to seriously start to mug.

And, i really miss Mac's Iced latte!
):
Which great person can buy it for me? ;D
It's expensive okay. $3.50.
But worth it, to me at least.

Suddenly, i have a urge to eat Fruit cake, peach or mango flavoured.
I can like feel it in my mouth.
The taste, i mean.
With nuts on the side. haha!
I have an urge to eat peach or mango now. O:

Okay, i am seriously seriously random.
And i've got to say, i am a weird and hysterical guy sometimes.
Beware! haha.
I get so weird sometimes, that it even freaks me out. O:

I realised, i haven't blogged this length for quite a while already.
And it really feels great blogging long posts. (:
It's like expressing yourself out. ;D
I have this imagination again, of myself working next time.
And it looks great!
( Of course, who would imagine it to be bad. )
;D

All right,
Ciao.

Sorry, but i'm madly in love with you again.





I'm having a sort-of good day i guess? haha.

Lessons were really boring today again. Especially english and CH. couldn't help but kept falling asleep. i even fell asleep during lunch time. LOL.

Anyway, i'm feeling much better than yesterday already. yaye. (: Well, i figured i have a lot of homework, but now im left with 1. I'm happy.

But being happy has it's limitations.
Still, there's a part of me not feeling so well.
I really wonder at times, should i give up? and move on.
I think i'm just afraid when i don't love you anymore, because you just seem so close to me. ):

Everytime you walk by my class i can't help to smile, and at the same time hate myself.
I know it sounds contradict.
But still.





As you can see from my title, i've had much better days.

Today was really boring, the lessons and all, but maths was fun. haha.
The National Sports Meet was dead boring. Sit there stone for like hours before doing duty. Seeing the participants run made me feel like running. I love the sound their sprinting shoes made on the cement floors.

"clack clack clack". Haha.

The participants can really run! It was really entertaining watching them run, as well as seeing their shirts, shoes, jackets and all.

Well, i shouldn't be feeling sad.
But still, i don't know why i'm having such random mood swings.
Which of course, isn't good.

& somehow, i think i'm changing.
And i'm not even sure if it's a good thing or bad.
Someone enlighten me please.
God, i'm really confused right now.

I'm tired, inside out.
Mentally, physically.
Since people are reading my blog here, let me clarify this.
Please be honest to me next time.
I really appreciate people being honest to me.
Please.

I think i'm already starting to get over that certain someone.
And i'm not exactly sure if that calls for celebration.
Somehow, i think if i do get over that certain someone, i'll change. I'll be a changed person.
Someone, please tell me what to do.
I'm really really confused.
My emotions are mixed.
My feelings are messy.



Thanks; Blogged on 16th July 2008, 10:23 pm

thank you, for without you i wouldn't have come this far.
to another someone, please get over it soon.
i am, i hope you are too.